I can’t think of how many girls you’ve taken in that fancy car of yours, drove around, paid food for, held hands with, and tried and get a kiss from; I can’t believe I was one of them. What a fool I am.

Tonight was too much like the past. For a second I wish it would’ve lasted, but I realized it’s not worth it and I don’t know even know you.

For a stranger to have the ability to turn your entire day around simply by smiling and showing kindness towards you, how awesome is that?

I feel like I’m blocked of all ability to compose any visual concept that satisfies me and it’s pretty fucking frustrating. I’m so dull and empty of all things that made me, me. I can’t focus on what I want to do because what I want do isn’t what I have to do. My right brain is dying, oh good god. 

For a man to find a lady as crazy as himself is absolutely beautiful. 

I found it a necessity to blog because it’s the best way to express my opinion on a certain issue or endlessly ramble about my problems without having to respond to anyone’s worthless judgement. Why did I stop blogging again?

My need to vent on my blog is slowly dwindling to a point where I don’t think I will be interested, which seems to be a good thing since I use to only create posts when I was upset. I’ve been busy with work and also got back from State Conference at Reno for SkillsUSA. A little bummed out that we didn’t place, but I didn’t expect it since it was our first year. Still doing the same in school, yenno shitty grades and all. I went from a tried hard to not trying at all. Meh.